today go work...rainy day didn wan go sia...wan orh orh...but bo bian....went for my lunch cum breakfast alone...today work very sianz...cannot distribute at the entrance den i like walk ard lo..so tirin...
den dear come find me after work...go eat bk den go arcade play awhile den go walk ps carrefour den go hm....den juz now at arcade play the beetle game den a little boy ask dear if he can gif him the card...den come out on japanese beetle den dear gib it to him...den tt little boy so cute...he so happy tt he got a card..lol...dear like so carin wor...hee...kinda sweet lo...so 'fatherly'...haha....
on the journey home, we talk abt my birthday...haiz...but i somehow feel so stressed up wit who to celebrate wit...if actual day leave for yy den family will unhappy den if leave for family yy will unhappy....haiz...kinda donwan to tink of it...somemore tis birthday is on a monday..have to go skool from 12-5...haiz...wan go giodano buy top leh....got discount ma...hope tt day i can ba...den tt wkend i dunno how to celebrate sia..one day sure pei dear...den another day i dunno le....haiz...donwan tink of it!! tink le will headache den feel so vexed!!haiz...den walk hm tt time drizzle den i was hopin it get heavier den i can b in the rain...haiz..den can cry in rain nobody will know...den dunno y nowadays when i bad mood...juz blast music den wan to get as sick as possible...donwan care for anything like tt lo....haiz..... y a birthday like so ma fan...i juz wan a simple one can le...can spend the day wit my loved ones i very very happy le...dunnit expensive or wad so ever...juz a simple one like past yrs is fine le....buy the things i like or eat the food i wan i'll be very happy le....
