my eyes are swollen like goldfish today...n feelin so pain too...
last night cried so much until cannot breathe...quarrelled wit dear...haiz...hang up de phone den tears juz rolled down my cheek uncontrollably...tryin to get myself to slp den he smsed me...feel even worse when c de msg..like a dagger stabbin my heart so much..it peirced thru my heart...send a few sms den wanted to tok to him so much den gave him a call...den forget tt i'm out of breathe...how to tok to him like tt..den hung up de phone to cool down abit...didn know de phone rang..den somehow or another gt a miss call for him...den he called me back..tok awhile den feel better...feel tt i cannot lose him...thru de sms i tot i'm losin him...thank goodness he called...subsided my tears and stopped my worry of losin him...
sorry if i said something hurtful...but u also hurt me thru ur words too...next time we tok it out k? donwan u to keep all ur feelings away from me...i can't read ur mind...will try to tell u how i feel too...muackz...
