EVERYDAY'S HAPPENINGS
Friday, July 01, 2005
haiz..last night my *cross finger* no use le...
he called at 950+ den i call back he say 10pm lights out...which means i can onli tok to him for 10min...haiz...so disappointed...den tears juz drop without my command...
den asked him de size of his waist since i bought de levi's underwear for him le...den tt time he say buy L...den i bought...but de size stated there was 34 to 36..den don feel quite right...sms him last 2 or 3 days ask him den he nv reply...den he actually scolded me sayin tt "u nv use brain to tink when u buy ah.i gt so fat meh!"...feel so angry n dissapointed...i went to orchard juz to get tt for him den he like tt say me...den tears dropped again...but tis time he found out...haiz...den he even say i make him very 'fan' when i cry...as if i want to cry lo...so pissed...so hurt...so heart broken...
haiz...den cried in bed...haiz...close eyes den his words juz appeared and it pierced thru my heart...haiz..
now usin com b4 lunch...maths lesson finished early den 5 gt tt talk...gonna study wit regina den when she go off den i go orchard change it for him...if cannot change guess i'll juz c which guy fren of mine have tt waist size ba...haiz...
sometimes dunno if it's worth me doin all these for him anot...or i'm juz PLAIN STUPID!!
if i didn't cry when he scold me.. guess i'll 'tu' back him lo..."yalo...i nv use brain to tink...ya...i stupid...i use ass to tink!!HAPPY!!"
haiz...but an wei myself abit...maybe he's havin a bad day in camp ba...haiz...*sobz*
- becka
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