EVERYDAY'S HAPPENINGS
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
these two days feel so low...nothin seems to b right...and i get angry, pissed n sad so easily....juz feel like cryin, makin myself drunk...
hate the world so much...
hate myself....
hate my life....
hate everything...y can't i juz die...no meanin in living though...
hate every single thing on earth...every human bein, every animal, any plant, any object, any events..
i hate everything!!!
kinda feel like leavin this earth which i hate so much....wan slp forever, wan to drown, wan to get into accident....ahhh!!! hate it!!
actually plan to go exercise but come home no mood....wan go buy alcohol home to drown myself...but no money n also cannot bring tt damn bottle of alcohol home...ah!!!!
- becka
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