Monday, December 08, 2008
Haven been bloggin for a long long time..
Last wed just finish Audit paper.. didn't have much confidence though..Then this coming tue is Financial Reporting.. have been practicing and practicing..hopefully at least one out of these 2 can be cleared this time round..
nowadays feel like dear is alway with his games and poker.. everytime call him he will say he playin game.. or i can hear de poker sound in de background.. juz now tok to him on MSN.. he say he wan go game... haiz.. wad is his goal in life?? always ask him to tink of wad he wan to do in future but he seems to be turnin a deaf ear to it..
Den hor.. gt my christmas present from dear.. gt a diamond pendant to replace my old one.. but feel v heart pain and kinda regretted choosing that..
fri dear come over to woodlands to find me den we go makan den he ask me go choose my present.. gone to all de jewellery shop at causeway point..like one at Citigem.. usual price 300+ den after discount is 150+ onli.. den walked ard and gone to GoldHeart.. saw the Celestial diamond range.. saw one v nice one.. 2 heart shapes with a matte n shiny surface.. v special and nice.. den it's de best cut of diamond.. and it's ex.. 808.. after getting 20% off it's like 600 plus.. den dear wanted me to get that one..coz it has a scope that comes along with it and the value will be the same after 2 yrs.. so i can upgrade to a better one 2 yrs later..btw the stone is 0.11 carat... heart pain..
come to tink of it.. 600+ i can get my C905.. or can go for an oversea trip.. but dear say this is like another star i get for you to add on to my star collection (he bought a star and named it after me for my 21st birthday).. kinda sweet to hear that.. but feel so hear pain to spend so much...
last wk he say he is goin to batam with a guy fren.. 2 guys onli.. den when i ask for more details he donwan to say.. den today he say.. his fren bring gf go.. den ask me to go with him.. when i tell him i can onli go on wkend he say i mafan.. when i say i donwan to go he say i onli wan to go the places that i wan.. and if i don go wait his fren will hate him..
did he even ask me if i wan to go before he promise his fren... haiz.. end up promised him to go onli on wkend.. leave early sat and come back late sun.. hope that trip would be a fun one...
sometime he make me mad
sometime he make me love him so
sometime he make me feel like a princess
sometime he make me feel like i am shit
sometime he make me feel like i am just a filler to his empty time
haiz...
and.. i made an appt with someone on the 12th Dec.. dunno what will be the outcome.. juz make my birthday wish come true and ask all de qns i have in my mind.. hope the appt will turn out fine and end the whole thing once and for all..
- becka
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